22

It feels like a perfect night to dress up like hipsters
And make fun of our exes, uh uh uh uh
It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight
To fall in love with strangers uh uh uh uh
Yeaaaah
We’re happy free confused and lonely at the same time
It’s miserable and magical oh yeah
Tonight’s the night when we forget about the deadlines, it’s time uh uh

I don’t know about you but im feeling 22
Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you
You don’t know about me but I bet you want to
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we’re 22, 22

It seems like one of those nights
This place is too crowded too many cool kids
It seems like one of those nights
We ditch the whole scene and end up dreaming instead of sleeping
Yeaaaah
We’re happy free confused and lonely in the best way
It’s miserable and magical oh yeah
Tonight’s the night when we forget about the heartbreaks, it’s time uh uh

I don’t know about you but im feeling 22
Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you
You don’t know about me but I bet you want to
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we’re 22, 22

I don’t know about you, 22, 22

It feels like one of those nights
We ditch the whole scene
It feels like one of those nights
We won’t be sleeping
It feels like one of those nights
You look like bad news I gotta have you, I gotta have you

I don’t know about you but im feeling 22
Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you
You don’t know about me but I bet you want to
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we’re 22, 22

Dancing like 22, yeah, 22, yeah yeah

It feels like one of those nights
We ditch the whole scene
It feels like one of those nights
We won’t be sleeping
It feels like one of those nights
You look like bad news I gotta have you, I gotta have you

Treacherous

Put your lips close to mine
As long as they don’t touch
Out of focus out of eye
Till the gravity is too much
And ill do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And i’ll be smart to walk away but you’re quizzing

This love is Treacherous
This path reckless
This love is Treacherous
And I i I like it

I can’t decide if it’s a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone trained to get along
Forever going with the flow but you friction

This love is Treacherous
This path reckless
This love is Treacherous
I I i like it
Somwhere like sharp to the sleepless night
And I will get will get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
Them not being safe is worth the driving I will follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home

This hope is Treacherous
This day dream is dangerous
This hope is Treacherous
I I i , I i i, I i i

Somwhere like sharp to the sleepless night
And I will get will get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
Them not being safe is worth the driving I will follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home

This love is Treacherous
I I i like it

Flaws

everyone have flaws,like,literally everyone. Even the best person got at least one flaw,maybe he's not good at math ?maybe she can't keep a secret ?maybe he's not good in sports ? have you ever getting tired of people who make fun of your jokes ?you just want to scream "I know that already !stop pointing it out !" sometimes these flaws got everyone thinking "OMG I won't have respect on him,he's blablablabla" and I'm like,does it really bother you ?why do you so care ?

i'm just sick and tired of those people who make fun of people's flaws. It's not polite,even if you meant it for jokes only.and if the person didn't do anything bad to you,why should you do something bad to him/her ?

I'm just
I'm like
I hate those kind of person
I'm so speechless



thank you for taking time to read this unbelievably short unimportant post
I love you to the moon and back.

Life lessons

It's amazing how in just one night i've learned many life lessons.and i want to share some of it here.i think for me i've always trying to deal with a problem in a fearless way.fearless doesn't mean I don't have any fear to deal with my problem.it means i've got a lot of fears and doubts,but still dealing with it.because you can't be fearless without having no fear.

When we're debating about something,the real right thing becomes beyond crucial because we always trying to say "no,this is right and this is wrong" we take too many times to talk about it without really thinking about what's right and what's wrong.I've always trying to accept the fact that i'm wrong,when i'm really wrong.it's no an easy thing to do even though you really realize that you are wrong.maybe because of the embarrasement you'll get (i've been trying to deal with it lately) but one of my friend said "the only right one in a problem between many people is the one who can solve the problem,as long as the problem still exist,no one is right.

Always try to see problems from different prespectives,try to see the problem from your opponent's eye.this thing will take us back on how crucial the real right thing is. Because we're too busy shouting to each other that we're right we don't have time to realize which one is really right. By taking a moment to see everything with a clear mind,i'm pretty sure you can solve the problem.

Have you ever feel tired of being nice ?like when you're trying to be nice,the people around you just didn't support you and you just thought "they are not thankful for what I've done for them all this time,so why should I continue this self-torture ?" I've always had that thought in my head and tonight I realize it was a big big big ego.we should never get tired of being nice,because being nice was a great legacy to leave behind.it's okay if you failed,because that's a real proof that you are trying.

Have you ever feel the fear of being ignored by your very very best friend just because they've got girl/boyfriends ?like they've been through many stuff with you,good ones and bad ones.and then suddenly they got a girlfriend/boyfriend and you feel like"oh no,she will be too busy with her boyfriend so she won't have no time for me" these prejudice always haunt me even before anything happened. I hate this part of me. Now i'm having that "i could've but it's too late now" moment.i just wish i could turn back the time.

I think that's all,there are so many lesson for one night. i just hope you (and i) can take all of these lessons and apply it to ourselves :)

Quote of The Day

"I don't want to go to a boyfriend-girlfriend kind of relationship because I'm not ready. I still need my friends because people who fall in love tends to leave their friends behind."

-Anonymous

Love.

it seems like the talk about love was endless and never ending, and for me that was one of many beautiful things about love. "A and B are together !" "did you hear they broke up ?" "B got another girl..." "A is cheating !" those conversations were love-based conversations. They always make our life more interesting, can you imagine life without love ?but sometimes love makes life complicated. or maybe in pararel world, life makes love look hard.I think in love there shouldn't be any rules,because that what makes love so special,there are no rules in it. It's just tumultuous,intense and crazy but also a miracle in the same way. see,this is why love-talk is never-ending because we can't really know about it until we experience it.

but love without rules is going to be this crazy,insane,toxic relationship that will end up badly. So I think there should be a few rules,you know.like....you should not fall in love with someone just because you have to. see this pops out of my head because many people around me love their boyfriends or girlfriends simply because they are his/her boyfriend/girlfriend and I think that is not the right thing to do. I must confess that I am the type of person who fell in love with people easily, lucky me I always try to realize what kind of love is that. Is it because I admire this person ? Is it because this person is nice to me ? Is it because something they did in the past ? these things were so crucial until people often forget it. for me,to be in those boyfriend-girlfriend kind of relationships I must go into phases so in that way I can reassure myself what kind of love is this. Because I'd rather be single that to be with someone I kinda like,rather than I really like. these simple "rules of love" is going to make your relationship last longer.

I think love is blind,that's why people can see these things. but once again,loving without rules is going to be an exciting misadventures. even if it's ended up badly,it's a good relationship because we can take lessons from it.

Quote of The Day

“It’d be really easy to say, ‘I’m 21 now, I do what

I want. You raise your kids.’ But that’s not the 

truth of it. The truth is that every singer out 

there with songs on the radio is raising the next 

generation. So make your words count.”



-Taylor Swift

THIS IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE

so Taylor's store got this ultimate presale package I've told you before and guess what ?my mom bought me one !!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG I'M STILL SHAKING RIGHT NOW

Losing him was blue

I am absolutely putting a high respect on L, she is indeed a very strong woman. so today was a story telling time in my school, everyone was telling horror or comedy story,and the comes L's part.
She told about his father who has passed a few years ago.She told it without a shed of tears,even though she is breaking inside and I am very proud of it,I don't know why. The best thing is she kept managing herself to be successful at school even without his father

the last word she said to her father was "my brother and I will take care of mom for you dad,I am going to be the best kid you've ever had.I'm going to make you proud" and then I shed a tear (without anyone noticing,of course) because if I was there,I won't be able to make any promises because I don't know if I can do it. I will just cry and cry and cry and maybe I will sink to this frustrating,heart-breaking feeling of sad because I know I will never see my father again. She is very strong,until now. She seems so happy with what she had, and that makes me think "I was never that happy,even with what I have" so I think I need to be more grateful to God for everything I've got. cherish every moment with everyone you love, because you never know when they will be gone from your life.

this post was dedicated to L, stay strong.

to change or not to change

so I'm studying biology in my school about adaptation,changing. To change or not to change is always a big question for me and I think I've always in between. I don't really like changing because honestly I'm not an easy-going person,I'm introvert to a new person. And speaking of changing,I'm going to be graduated soon and that means changing,huge change.moving to a new school, a new HIGH school. new friends,new lessons,new....everything. Even when I'm writing this post I was thinking "wait...I do like changing" so that's why I'm always in between. but I think all of this confusion thing was part of growing up,you know. This is like a small stepping stones of used to make the right decisions later,I hope so.

I think I've never wanna change so much that people can't recognize me. I do wanna change to be a better person,but not the best. I love being the best but the thought of always being the best was kind of scary for me. Because if I was always the best, I won't get used to not being the best, and I'm not really good at dealing with something that makes me sad. So...let me explain this complicated thing, if I'm not used to not being the best,then I'm not the best at that moment,I can't deal with it.And usually if I can't deal with something,it will affect my mood about one or two weeks ?that's scary. so because I've always trying to prioritize just being happy,I'd rather used to not being the best and then having a moment when I'm the best which makes me happy than always being the best and then I'm not the best at that moment and I just can't deal with it.

I think being different was a blessings,but being different in blending-with-another people was the best thing that could happen to me right now,I'm doing an effort to reach it. God knows how hard I tried,and He helped me.I know He did,He makes everything easier for me lately and I wanna take a moment to just thank Him for all of that.

dear God,the only change I want now is a better friend.it's not like they're bad but I suppose they can do better.I won't ask anything for now except for that,I've got an excellent father,his strength is making me stronger.My mother is the prettiest lady in the whole wide world,and my sisters....they're better than me inside and out.I've got a pretty home and...everything.

Red

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