Quote of The Day

"Why fit in when you were born to stand out ?"

-Dr.Seuss

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taken with my iPhone 4S :)

Hi !

Hi ! it's been awhile since my last post. I wanna thank god for everything I got these past few weeks,or months. You know how I always tell stories about how....miserable I am, but I don't know, lately I've been feeling so happy, in a strange way. I'm not always laughing or what but I'm not feeling sad either, so I think we can categorize that as happy,eh ?Once again,thank you Allah for being soooooo merciful :)

Soooo for the first paragraph,here's the news : I wrote a song !!!!!! yay ! well of course I didn't write it by myself,I got a lottt of help from my best friends. But it ended up being a good song actually. You should listen to it on Soundcloud ! it's called Happy Broke Up, the inspiration was from my recent and one and only broke up ! I know I'm that pathetic, haha :D

and yesterday was Mary's 15th birthday ! well,actually it's today but we can't celebrate it today and we decided to celebrate it yesterday (yes,we're that weird) would you like to give her wishes to @maurasafina on twitter ?that would mean a lot for me and Mary ! We wanted to watch Breaking Dawn but the queue is crazy !!! It's the second day though,so that's pretty obvious. at the end,we go to this great karaoke place and sing like crazy ! we also sing We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together twice ! (yes,because this song is that good) we sing Happy Birthday for Mary although I think she didn't like it that much,haha ! but you only turned 15 once,isn't it ? ;)

I spent the rest of my saturday night going to this...well it's not that much of a restaurant but I can't think of any other word,so yes, it is a restaurant. The place is not so good,but the food is delicious and cheap ! I even ordered two plates of rice hehe

The tryouts have been started and I can't say that I've got a good score. But I hope a bad beginning comes to a beautiful ending you know. but.............MATH TRYOUTS ARE VERY HARD OMG I can't even.............it's like.....okay stop it. I already dedicated a paragraph for tryout stories and that's it.

There's this hot gossip around the...well it's not around the town, it has already spread around the world ! they said that Harry Styles from One Direction and Taylor Swift are together ! and Mario Lopez,the host from XFactor US said that he saw they're both holding hands. I think they'll make a good couple,who cares about what other people said ? people throw rocks and things that shines :)

22

It feels like a perfect night to dress up like hipsters
And make fun of our exes, uh uh uh uh
It feels like a perfect night for breakfast at midnight
To fall in love with strangers uh uh uh uh
Yeaaaah
We’re happy free confused and lonely at the same time
It’s miserable and magical oh yeah
Tonight’s the night when we forget about the deadlines, it’s time uh uh

I don’t know about you but im feeling 22
Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you
You don’t know about me but I bet you want to
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we’re 22, 22

It seems like one of those nights
This place is too crowded too many cool kids
It seems like one of those nights
We ditch the whole scene and end up dreaming instead of sleeping
Yeaaaah
We’re happy free confused and lonely in the best way
It’s miserable and magical oh yeah
Tonight’s the night when we forget about the heartbreaks, it’s time uh uh

I don’t know about you but im feeling 22
Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you
You don’t know about me but I bet you want to
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we’re 22, 22

I don’t know about you, 22, 22

It feels like one of those nights
We ditch the whole scene
It feels like one of those nights
We won’t be sleeping
It feels like one of those nights
You look like bad news I gotta have you, I gotta have you

I don’t know about you but im feeling 22
Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you
You don’t know about me but I bet you want to
Everything will be alright if we just keep dancing like we’re 22, 22

Dancing like 22, yeah, 22, yeah yeah

It feels like one of those nights
We ditch the whole scene
It feels like one of those nights
We won’t be sleeping
It feels like one of those nights
You look like bad news I gotta have you, I gotta have you

Treacherous

Put your lips close to mine
As long as they don’t touch
Out of focus out of eye
Till the gravity is too much
And ill do anything you say
If you say it with your hands
And i’ll be smart to walk away but you’re quizzing

This love is Treacherous
This path reckless
This love is Treacherous
And I i I like it

I can’t decide if it’s a choice
Getting swept away
I hear the sound of my own voice
Asking you to stay
And all we are is skin and bone trained to get along
Forever going with the flow but you friction

This love is Treacherous
This path reckless
This love is Treacherous
I I i like it
Somwhere like sharp to the sleepless night
And I will get will get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
Them not being safe is worth the driving I will follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home

This hope is Treacherous
This day dream is dangerous
This hope is Treacherous
I I i , I i i, I i i

Somwhere like sharp to the sleepless night
And I will get will get you alone
Your name has echoed through my mind
And I just think you should think you should know
Them not being safe is worth the driving I will follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home
I follow you follow you home

This love is Treacherous
I I i like it

Flaws

everyone have flaws,like,literally everyone. Even the best person got at least one flaw,maybe he's not good at math ?maybe she can't keep a secret ?maybe he's not good in sports ? have you ever getting tired of people who make fun of your jokes ?you just want to scream "I know that already !stop pointing it out !" sometimes these flaws got everyone thinking "OMG I won't have respect on him,he's blablablabla" and I'm like,does it really bother you ?why do you so care ?

i'm just sick and tired of those people who make fun of people's flaws. It's not polite,even if you meant it for jokes only.and if the person didn't do anything bad to you,why should you do something bad to him/her ?

I'm just
I'm like
I hate those kind of person
I'm so speechless



thank you for taking time to read this unbelievably short unimportant post
I love you to the moon and back.

Life lessons

It's amazing how in just one night i've learned many life lessons.and i want to share some of it here.i think for me i've always trying to deal with a problem in a fearless way.fearless doesn't mean I don't have any fear to deal with my problem.it means i've got a lot of fears and doubts,but still dealing with it.because you can't be fearless without having no fear.

When we're debating about something,the real right thing becomes beyond crucial because we always trying to say "no,this is right and this is wrong" we take too many times to talk about it without really thinking about what's right and what's wrong.I've always trying to accept the fact that i'm wrong,when i'm really wrong.it's no an easy thing to do even though you really realize that you are wrong.maybe because of the embarrasement you'll get (i've been trying to deal with it lately) but one of my friend said "the only right one in a problem between many people is the one who can solve the problem,as long as the problem still exist,no one is right.

Always try to see problems from different prespectives,try to see the problem from your opponent's eye.this thing will take us back on how crucial the real right thing is. Because we're too busy shouting to each other that we're right we don't have time to realize which one is really right. By taking a moment to see everything with a clear mind,i'm pretty sure you can solve the problem.

Have you ever feel tired of being nice ?like when you're trying to be nice,the people around you just didn't support you and you just thought "they are not thankful for what I've done for them all this time,so why should I continue this self-torture ?" I've always had that thought in my head and tonight I realize it was a big big big ego.we should never get tired of being nice,because being nice was a great legacy to leave behind.it's okay if you failed,because that's a real proof that you are trying.

Have you ever feel the fear of being ignored by your very very best friend just because they've got girl/boyfriends ?like they've been through many stuff with you,good ones and bad ones.and then suddenly they got a girlfriend/boyfriend and you feel like"oh no,she will be too busy with her boyfriend so she won't have no time for me" these prejudice always haunt me even before anything happened. I hate this part of me. Now i'm having that "i could've but it's too late now" moment.i just wish i could turn back the time.

I think that's all,there are so many lesson for one night. i just hope you (and i) can take all of these lessons and apply it to ourselves :)