Reminiscing

"mbak ayo kapan balikkkk hehe"
"balik kemana ? Rumahnya kan disini :-)"
"ya ke malanggg kan ada rumah di malang"
"iya kapan2 yaa"



Ah you,you made my day. :-)

Letters From Juliet

"Dear Claire,
What and if are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together, side by side, and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life. What if ? What if ? What if ? I don't know how your story ended, but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like, a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for. But I'd like to believe, if I ever were to feel it, that I'd have the courage to seize it.

And Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will

All my love,


Juliet

Quoted from the best romantic movie ever, Letters to Juliet.

:)

Focus

I've been feeling not so well lately. "why these people are so annoying" "I hate that" "I hate her" "I hate this" "I don't deserve this" and many more negative thinkings has been going through my mind lately,I don't even know why.Then one day I was sitting in my room all alone,daydreaming about life and thinking "God,I've been a bad person lately. I've let my mood controls me. I'm too focused on the bad side until I can't be grateful to You for blessings that you gave"

That's right,I think for me,focus is one of the most important thing to control if we want to keep happy and positive. If we can control what we focused on,we automatically control our feelings,moods and emotions too.
Here's what I've been focused on lately :
1.why my friends didn't ask me to go anywhere this holiday
2.why my friends is too busy with their other friends so they forgot about me
3.why am I getting bad grades
4.why can't I do math as good as my friends
5.why can't I go to Paris for my holiday
6.why people are so annoying lately
7.why these TV shows are so boring
8.why there are no more Taylor Swift's new song
9.why can't I have a great singing voice

and many more,the list is getting longer that's so scary for me. The point is,I've been too focused on these bad things instead of :
1.I can always ask my friends to hang out,it's holiday !
2.I can always contact my friends via socmed
3.I can always study,I'm so grateful I got a second-chance
4.STUDY !!! HARD !!
5.there are many exciting place near my hometown I've never visited before,as exciting as Paris !
6.no comments,it's just my moody alter-ego being selfish
7.be grateful,I have TV cables while there are so many others that don't
8.I've got plenty of great songs already..
9.I can always learn how to sing well :)

see ? if we focused on the positive things that happened to our life,we will always be grateful. And I'm 130% sure you will be happier if you keep focused on these positive things.
here's a song to cheer up the mood :

The Best Day

I'm five years old
It's getting cold
I've got my big coat on

I hear your laugh
And look up smiling at you
I run and run

Past the pumpkin patch
And the tractor rides
Look now -- the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep
On the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day
With you today

I'm thirteen now
And don't know how my friends
Could be so mean

I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys

And we drive and drive
Until we've found a town
Far enough away

And we talk and window-shop
Until I've forgotten all their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to
Now at school
I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel okay
But I know I had the best day
With you today

I have an excellent father
His strength is making me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out
He's better than I am

I grew up in a pretty house
And I had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video
I found from back when I was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen
And you're talking to me

It's the age of princesses and pirate ships
And the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart
And you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now I know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side
Even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say
That I had the best day
With you today

Happy Mother's day :)

Quote of The Day

"Life is full of little interruptions"
-Taylor Swift

Happy

three things that make me happy tonight :-)

1.this photo looked so good.

2.I've been obsessed with the song "Come Back,Be Here" although I think the lyric should be "this is not fair,that you're not there" but still,it's soooo goodd I've listened to it for about 987278392754928398279 times and didn't get bored.

3.this is a very cute photo of Kenci 

good night !!!! xx